Okay get ready...it has been one of those days and this might not be the most positive blogs I've written....................
I'm tired of being in this house.
I'm tired after sleeping in a toddler bed from 4-7 this morning due to a yucky cold that won't go away.
I'm tired of repeating myself 45 million times............(this one makes me crazy)
I'm tired of laundry always being there.I'm tired of dishes always finding their way to the sink.
I'm tired of NEVER having things put in their place...something is always messy.
I'm tired of never feeling focused enough to finish any job.
I'm tired of worrying about what everyone thinks of me and my family.
I'm tired of being everything to everyone.
I'm tired of being FAT and no matter how hard I try it is always there (tears are coming now)
I'm tired of bills.....paying bills....receiving bills....this includes checking the mail.
Ok ENOUGH of the pity party!
Things I'm NOT tired of:
I'm NOT tired of Jack when he rubs my face with a feverish hand at 4 in the morning and says, "I love you the most mommy!"
I'm NOT tired of Chris saying he LOVES my cooking when I've cooked a meal for my family. (even Jack won't touch it with a 10 foot pole)
I'm NOT tired of worshiping the God in heaven with my brother and sisters in Christ.
I'm NOT tired of my nightly phone calls with my mom and sister.
I'm NOT tired of coupons and anything that has to do with a good bargain.
I'm NOT tired of learning something new everyday!
sigh.....Ok, feeling better now...I actually should probably not post this cause it will show that I'm completely off my rocker, but hey why not let you in on the secret ;)